It’s over, I quit, I’m about as lifeless as it gets
It’s not like I’m worth saving anyway
I don’t belong here, I never really wanted to be here
Why can’t somebody else take my place?
Lay me down, I’m so tired
Empty inside, alive and uninspired
I’m useless, I’m done
I’ve written letters to the ones I’ve loved so much, that it hurts to say
goodbye
I don’t wanna die, I just don’t wanna be alive
Lay me down, I’m so tired
Empty inside, alive and uninspired
Lay me down, I’m so tired
Empty inside, alive and uninspired
(Lay me down)
I feel such a pleasure that I never knew, something I always thought I couldn’t
do But you don’t know anything that makes me feel alive, except making you bleed
five times in one night
You know you deserved it
Relatable..
I feel like im invisble to EVERYONE! i only have internet friends and i feel invisble to everyone else - even family cuz they are always caught up in work
Used to be my favorite song. Until I learned that it wasnt my circumstances that made me so broken. It was myself. All of you will make it..all of you will get there. Once you learn to love yourself.
The ending verse was the best:
"Killing you was such a pleasure that I never knew.
Something I always thought I couldn't do.
But you don't know anything
That makes me feel alive
Except making you bleed five times,
In one night.
You know you deserved it"
This album makes me sad, I feel like this, but its how its being protrayed in this song, that there is no hope, No giving up, he wrote it, rad song, Ed Sloan is the king, at least his old songs yes where too close to home, still had hope, this album is not for me, if you feel like this, this is the worst thing you could to listen to, His song Colors portrays him in this ablum, People that help you down want save you and see smile, He is shining alot of Colors, to alot people, he's my hero his old songs really help me out, its sad when your mind no matter what you have or your greatness, will still eat you of live, I dont know him personally, but it your sure feels like we all do, I wish the best for him, may GOD stay by his side.
The anger sound behind this song is lovely..fits my everyday life. Lyrics hit hard..especially "I don't wanna die, I just don't want to be alive" song kidnaps my feels.
Does anybody understand the ending, I’m confused. Is he talking about himself, or someone he killed that hurt him, or is it told from the perspective of the one killing him?